Senin, 29 Maret 2010

Memaafkan

Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda melupakan apa yang telah terjadi…

Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda membencinya…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda bersiap untuk membalasnya…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda melupakan kebaikan & kejahatannya…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda melupakan memory Anda tentangnya…

Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda suka atas apa yang telah terjadi…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda mengabaikan atas apa yang telah terjadi…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda suka pada orang yang menyakiti Anda…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda mengizinkan atau membiarkan orang yang menyakiti Anda kembali lagi dalam hidup Anda…

Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda melupakan “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda mengabaikan “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda memendam “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan bukan berarti Anda menahan “rasa ini…

Memaafkan berarti Anda telah merelakan “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan berarti Anda telah melepas “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan berarti Anda telah mengikhlaskan “rasa” ini…
Memaafkan berarti Anda mengembalikan “rasa” ini pada Dzat yang memunculkan “rasa”…
Memaafkan berarti Anda telah memasrahkan perjalanan hidup Anda pada Dzat yang menggenggam kehidupan…
Memaafkan berarti Anda telah memasrahkan “rasa sakit” Anda pada Dzat yang maha kuasa… Maha pemberi “Kasih”… dan Maha pemberi “Sayang”…

Memaafkan berarti Anda tidak lagi merasa marah…
Tetapi mungkin Anda akan merasa sedih atau kasihan pada orang yang menyakiti Anda…

Memaafkan tidak mengharuskan Anda memberitahu orang lain…
Memaafkan bukan untuk orang yang menyakiti Anda…
Tapi, memaafkan untuk diri Anda sendiri…

Memaafkan berarti Anda bisa mulai untuk sembuh…
Memaafkan berarti Anda mulai membuka lembaran baru… dengan cinta kasih…
Memaafkan berarti Anda membiarkan orang – orang yang lebih baik datang memberi cinta kasih pada Anda…

Dan Memaafkan berarti Anda menuju pada kebahagiaan hidup Anda…

Best Regards <3

Senin, 22 Maret 2010

Helpless Girl

God..i wanna ask u, why u make me met a lot of shit 'helpless girl', who acts like angel one but they're not!
Why they do that jerk thing,
Play a role as a victim then do a slander, haiya...!

God..maybe i'm not a good girl who always speak graceful and calm
You know God, since i was kid..I really hated my friend who used their weekeness to make everyone around her felt sympathy, and I don't like all t'girls in my school who use their beauty for manipulating! so..I promised, I wouldn't be a neat and punctual girl back then, I play as really tough and stubborn girl..back then I just sat in my class, studied well, and didn't care of my outward performance.I joined chess club, played a basketball..and something do not eye-catched hahha..Why not..because boys in my school more respecting cheersleader girls than a girl who wins in chess competition...that was a fact God.thx...

I remembered, my self just want to know who's boy that really nice, and treat girls well because of their brain or behavior not her appearance.I won't believe that all boys are "visual".Did I do mistake God?

I know...I was a rebellious back then, sometimes I regret it, I was dreaming girl God..ehm..coz when I flash to that time, there's no boys who's chasing girls with only good behavior and brain kqkqkq, most of them chased a tidy girl, stylist girl, beautiful girl, and t'worst they precisely didn't like independent girl, they liked helpless girls! God....

I don't know why, almost all da boys I met, telling me that they'd like girls who needed them, they loved to be useful, and really sympathy with spoiled girls..weird for me!

I have pretty story, my friend (boy) told me that he met a nice girl, he wanted to be her friend, time goes by, they'd in relationship...one day, I found my friend in confused situation, he told me that he was burned by a girl that he's telling me. we called that girl "C", C came from broken family, her mom and dad almost separated and her dad had already job-less, so she'd got 2 probs; family and financial. Everyday he asked my friend to pick her up from her house to campus, my friend agreed to do that because he felt pitty for C problems, not only transportation C started to ask him printed her tasks, asked him for money, so-and-so...when my friend realized that he'd never liked or loved her, he just felt sorry for her suffering no-more, he decided to leave C, but once again..C told her problems, she said she couldn't lived if my friend leave her..she tried to get my friend's sympathy..and my friend felt like in rattrap! he can't do anything. how pitty...

that's an example, how man can be fooled by helpless girl, who's looking nice, helpless, spoiled, and needed them.

watch out boys...u guys have been trapted :P hehehe

With A lot of Respect

Le Gra
Agnes